On my own pretending
He's beside me
All alone I walk with him 'til morning
Without him I feel his arms around me and when I lose my way
I close my eyes and he has found me
In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness the trees are full of the starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever
And I know
It's only in my mind that I'm talking to myself and not to you
And although I know that he is blind still I say there's a way for us
I love him but when the night is over he is gone the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bar and everywhere the streets are full of srtrangers
I love him but every day I'm learning all my life 've only been pretending
Without me this world will go on turning
The world is full of happiness that I have never know
I lovehim
I lovehim
I lovehim but only on my own