I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna feel sometimes I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel sometimes So I, I get high I don't wanna text, I don't wanna talk, I don't wanna call you back I just wanna live, I just wanna love, feel just a little less bad So I, I get high I could be out with a stranger, home with someone I love Could be when I'm feeling good or feel like I'm not enough So I, I get high I just wanna heal, I just wanna heal without having to be scarred I just wanna see something underneath all the things that feel so dark So I, so I Light a fire It's when I'm home with my family or I'm out on the road I'm the center of attention or completely alone, that's why I get high I get high I get high