Young, standing on the edge of 21, staring at the man that I become sometimes when I lose my control. He's dumb, if you blink he'll blow up like a gun, jumping to conclusions just for fun, that guy needs somebody to hold, needs somebody he knows. Where the hell did she go? It kinda makes me feel like, I wish I could change my name, I wish I could start again. Fly me to a lonely place where you'll never see my face, so you'll never feel the pain of what was. When you're standing in the rain, calling out my name, nothing's gonna change what was. Cold, driving through my neighborhood alone, going past the house but I'm not home this time. I haven't been in a while, I haven't been cause I'm far away in another state, miles away from us, as you try to fend a dying flame while ashes turn to dust. I wish I could change my name, I wish I could start again. Fly me to a lonely place where you'll never see my face, so you'll never feel the pain of what was. When you're standing in the rain, calling out my name, nothing's gonna change what was. Let me start over, the moment that I left you in tears, is a memory that will haunt me for years and years and years and years and years. Oh we still know, oh we still know what was. You need somebody to hold. Where the hell did I go?