Wear my heart on my worn-out long-sleeves
Swear to God I'll miss you until you hate me.
There was one thing that I know
Oh I showed up at every friends-gathering
To see if you’re coming.

But you weren’t there for every summer, every winter, every spring.
And it wasn’t fair
I couldn’t do a thing about your absences so *** you for this.
It would be a lie if I tell you that I’m fine
Your two gigabytes random access memory wouldn’t know how to
process this *** properly.

Did you hope I'd keep the damn thing between us?
Trading tooth for teeth
You thought you can trust me.
There was one thing that I know
Oh to keep the promises as I say it
But then I didn’t.

’Cause you weren’t there
and I got used to all your insincerity.
And it wasn’t fair how the little things are the heaviest
I’m contemplating our mess
God damn butterflies and some stupid kind of lies.
Your two gigabytes random access memory wouldn’t know how to
process this *** properly.

Gonna break down crying in front of a blue screen
Gonna *** right off saying it wasn’t your field
And it wasn’t fair
I was always there
I was always there
for you.

Now you break down crying in front of a blue screen
Should've stayed right there tell me you can fix this
And it wasn’t fair
I just wish you cared
I was always there
hmm.