I'll get it, I'll get it, I'll get it I just wanna hear it from him Just start healing Now when I hear his name I get more triggered My feelings, my feelings, my feelings They really got hurt and now I'm better Oh, I wasted time for nothing I faked it for nothing Can't talk to my friends Cause they hate you, dude And empty options, mindless Don't make me chew it God knows my heart, I'm wildin', wildin' So close to doing something Maybe I should go and take it to church And wash it away Cause I wanna hear where it hurts But I'ma just pray it away Before I give him what he deserves first Take it to church I am not trippin', I know he disloyal Shoulda let him leave on me, not really though Cause when things go bad, that's when I get crazy And when I get angry, the gun is off safety No, I'm not perfect, I'm no Virgin Mary I feel what I feel so my actions may vary That's on my soul I lost my halo, my halo is gone Now I'm on the road God knows my heart, I'm wildin', wildin' So close to doing something Maybe I should go and take it to church And wash it away Cause I wanna hear where it hurts But I'ma just pray it away Before I give him what he deserves first I get it, I get it, I get it I just want to hear it from you, Lord Lord knows I'm trying to pray every night But I can't help it, I mess up in my head Tryna be safe, but you gonna need saving Cause you got someone else in my bed I'm on the Lord, down on my knees Yeah, I've been here before Don't wanna do something that I regret I regret, I regret it again Regret it, regret it again So I take it to church So I take it to church Take it to church So I take it to church Take it to church Take it to church