Did it leave me where my trust is without borders? Let me walk the summer waters Wherever you would cover me Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander And my soul would see me stronger Sometimes I feel lost, like I don't know where to go But I'm going to my best to explore on my own Take time to myself, then nag about a comment That don't understand I got *** runnin' through my dome I'm alive but I'm gone, feel like I'm dead to the bone Here God take it, you can really have my soul I don't want it no more, don't ask me what's wrong Late night, think about ***, God seen the nose I just scroll through my phone, looking back at all the pain Yeah the songs that I wrote, and the *** that I said Or the *** that I did, just comes replaying back in my head I'm alive but I'm dead, now honestly I'm scared And I miss all my angels, I feel like she dead too But I won't do it myself, nah that ain't gon' help I just want y'all to know when it's time for my death To the light, I'ma step with no worries Just live like a man, watch me face death myself Now I'm deep in my thoughts, and my feelings When I lost uncle, man I just need a healing Pain in my soul, but everything gives Man everything gives, just missin' Yeah everything gives, man everything gives, just missin' Man I need love, but I don't even want no feelings Yeah everything gives, man everything gives, just missin' Yeah everything gives, man everything gives, just missin' Yeah everything gives, man everything gives, just missin' But I don't even want no feelings Yeah everything gives, yeah everything gives, just missin' Yeah everything gives, man everything gives, just missin' Man I need love, but I don't even want no feelings And I gotta be myself Help myself I don't need no help I'm by myself I just wanna rap I just wanna rap I just wanna rap I just wanna rap And I'ma do that *** Be that nigga that everybody hated on from the beginning All by myself with nobody help So when I win I ain't gotta shut my windows Y'all might feel I'm selfish Nobody on my side that will help me So I had to slow it down Realize who the ones make me happy What's up with me What made me so wrong just to chase my dreams I feel *** deeper than what it seems Tell the truth ain't no reason to lie to me We two different people, it's apology You don't want me to make it, yeah it's good to see Why you just can't be you and not be me Let's talk FOA Them my brothers not a gang, DGS my family Ain't got a claim but these niggas be so fake They'll smile at your face then turn around and bite your head The next *** day I'm sick of the fake, my own family that made me this way I don't even really wanna show my face People make me mad, I'ma unleash my rage Bitch Thanks for watching!